Today, it is a final day of work. When I decided to move on and quit. I have been thinking a lot. There are so many things in my mind. My thoughts are in chaos. But, at the end of the day, I told to myself that this is the perfect time before I change my mind again.
I enjoyed working with this organization even though it is still a bitter sweet memories. There are many times I am so excited to go to work but lately, there is no such feeling of overwhelming anymore. The quote pick a boss and not the job is real. In my case, pick your colleagues and not the job is definitely true. Yup, I dont feel like to go to work just because of them.
It is the toxic people that you are facing everyday make you feel demotivated and always in sorrows. I have learnt that, people can be fake sometimes. They are laughing in front of you and they start to talk behind your back at the very same time. But, it is the lesson of life anyway. We can not treat people the same way we have been brought up. Our breeds are not the same.
Even sibling who come from same paternal and maternal genes are different in personality. So it goes to outsiders. The difference of personality sometimes can be a crucial issue. Just because you are an outspoken does not mean you can look down on the weak. If everything in this world come to you the same way you thought it would be then there will be no fun anymore.
I guess that is the way it has to be. You will be facing the same problem anywhere. However, the least thing that you can do is to change your perspective of others. Though, it might hurt you that people do not want to see the same as your eyes. Let it be. That is P A T I E N C E has to be called up. Based on many motivators, you choose what you want to see based on your eyes. Be it good or bad. It is you to decide. And one thing for sure, as you see good in others, the reflections will be showed up to your face.
I have read a lot of success people saying that you can read people's personality based on their F A C E. I guess it is true. So when I get the chance to work and mingle around with people from different walks of life, I take this opportunity to study their behavior based on their face. Well, it come to a conclusion that, a good in heart people turn to have a beautiful face eventhough they are old no matter the gender they are. They have a side that makes you feel at ease and enjoy the conversation. Of course there are times, when the same person come again, you dont get the same aura as the other day. It feels lacking somewhere.
That is the fact that as a human being, it is very hard to stay in the same momentum. It is the thing that you have to figure out yourself whether, you want to treat them as the first day you are meeting them or the day that you do not want to talk to them at all. It is Y O U to choose. Although it is difficult sometimes. The precious thing that I have learnt is that, it is you to decide what you want to see in other people (heart). Be it good so that you have a good face 😉
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I am not saying that my attitude is the best. I know it well that it sucks to certain people sometimes. As for myself, when I hate someone or a situation, my complexion does not feel good. At that moment, I even hate the mirror 😅
And for those who stay in my life after knowing who I am, I am so thankful and grateful..I pray for your happiness and always meet great people and see good in others as always - you know who you are😘
