I just hate u

Its hurt. And its hurt even more. Ur words bleed. My wound becomes deeper. U even make me hates myself even more. I just hate u. What r u trying to prove? U think u r perfect enough? U never make mistakes before? U r soo good when making people  feel less than what they are. Then bravo to u..

Ujian itu barakah

Setiap kejadian tersembunyi seribu satu hikmah..tetapi jujur, untuk menangkap hikmah itu tidak mudah bila mana ujian itu s e d a n g dijalani. Ya, sangat sukar. Hanya ketika ujian itu sudah habis dilalui barulah hikmah yang tersembunyi itu memunculkan diri. Itupun kalau tersedar sendiri atau ada yang mengingatkan..

Hidup ini sememangnya sarat dengan ujian. Dan tidak ada jiwa yang tenang tinggal di dunia ini sunyi tanpa ujian, dugaan, cubaan. Kerana dengan ujian itulah tanda manusia itu masih hidup. Tetapi bagaimana harus ujian itu dilalui? Syukur? Mengeluh?

Takpe, hadapilah ujian itu dengan mengadu kepada Tuhan. Kerana hanya padaNya, tersirat pengharapan dan pengabdian. Tunggu dan tetaplah berdoa. Dia Maha Mendengar. Digenggamnya pengharapan itu lalu disebar dengan kemanisan iman😊

Semoga sentiasa di bawah R A H M A T  tuhan....

What a conflict

When something dont go in ur way...susah nak kekal positif dan menangkap hikmah sesuatu tu terjadi..especially when u tried ur very best to avoid it and be ur best to get what u want but still u dont get it..yup its so hard to say 'alhamdulillah for this ujian'.. Instead u'll just say, why this is happening to me? Why? What it has to be me? Why today?

Well actually, it just a small case..when u woke up really early in the morning..and u just 5 minutes late..and the bus gone..and u have to wait for half an hour..waiting for nothing, wishing for a miracle to happen..but still there is nothing happen..u will just feel so frustrated that u think, why do I  have to woke up early this morning just to wait like an idiot.. Moreover, duzitong suddenly come up..and u will be thinking, am I able to make on time or not if I go to the toilet..

And u decided to take a grabcar and it still does not go in ur way..every path the car took, everytime there will be traffic light and its red..and suddenly there are so many cars coming out nowhere..and smile😊 u still late..it just like this is not ur day..and really not ur day..and when someone tell u be patient and be positive..well hey, it is so hard to remain positive if u r in my position and i'm still late..it is like I have to be late today.. And I hate this late and this nature keep calling me...argggggghhhhhh

And u will just hate this feeling and ur self even more..should I just quit my job?